What stayed with me yesterday
wasn’t the hope
that everything was perfect.

I knew it wasn’t.
I saw the seams,
and still kept going.

It wasn’t the short fall,
the full days,
the asking for more.

What stayed
was the noticing.

That I think differently,
move to a rhythm
that changes the room.

In shared rooms
you learn where to bend.
Some did.
I chose another way.

And yes—
I was seen.

Understanding
doesn’t erase difference;
it makes space for it.

I don’t need the reminder
to disappear.

Only the room
to stay

long enough
to be named gently

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Author: Renee Newlon

I am a Turkish American writer and photographer. I work in short-form prose, poetic fragments, and photography. I don’t photograph the event; I photograph the moment after the event. A few things that stay with me: Plato’s Cave, Oberg’s Culture Shock, and Beethoven’s Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours. My greatest teacher was my college philosophy professor, Sister Jane Sullivan, who taught me how to think and how to see.

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